Thursday, December 27, 2012

Fictional Characters Can Keep Trying



As the days tick away toward the new year
the days are never like a metronome
each day the same length rather as the Sun
sinks down to the Tropic of Capricorn
days get short and then as the Sun rises
to the Tropic of Cancer days get long
and I think it’s unfortunate music
these days is made to a computer beat
a refinement even to the clockwork
gears of a mechanical metronome
which would look on in wonder at crystals
vibrating millions of times per second
which must look on in wonder too themselves
at musicians trained and who’ve trained themselves
to keep time with those vibrating crystals.

I hate them. Metronomes, not musicians.

Suzanne Ciani switched to piano
after a lifetime of synthesizer.

Synthesizer fans seem to ignore that.

As the days tick away toward the new year
this is a picture of Miranda Tate
a fictional character looking on
as rabble stage a fist-fight in the street
but the fight will engulf and consume her.


I hate them. Metronomes, not musicians.

Soon there will be a new year. All those days.

Fictional characters can keep trying.


























Wednesday, December 26, 2012

Rocks Like Rocks Themselves




The last time I checked
Vicki was working some club
in California

shopping around songs
looking for a record deal.
The last time I checked

the dinosaurs still
were in rocks like rocks themselves.
I miss her so much.

Vicki I mean not
this or that cool dinosaur.
I’m not stuck in rocks

I’m not rock myself
but I can’t go—I won’t go—
to California.

I miss her so much.
I know how dinosaurs feel.
Rocks. Like rocks themselves.



























Tuesday, December 25, 2012

Christmas And Trees #2: Cézanne Trees





Paul Cézanne
“Chestnut Trees at the
Jas de Bouffan in Winter”


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When Cézanne painted the intersection
of tree branches crossing against the sky—
now we can only look and wonder why,
did he know the simple craft direction

of back-to-front, or did his affection
for shapes and colors lead him to defy
common painterly sense—Cézanne would try
to paint each little shape and connection,

like a child in love with the squiggly lines
like a child in love with the shapes they make
like a child in love with treating things right

but an artist, too, who knows real designs
are mysteries workshop painters can’t fake
but real viewers feel, like love at first sight.





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Christmas And Trees #1: Empty Lot Trees



Merry Christmas!

























Monday, December 24, 2012

Christmas And Trees #1: Empty Lot Trees



This year I didn’t buy a Christmas tree
because when I put up Christmas tree lights
the bright colors make for such pretty sights
I leave them up for months. It beats TV.

By a simple kind of metonymy
regular trees reaching much higher heights
than home trees stand-in for store-bought delights
and become Christmas trees for all to see.


The six Christmas trees by the empty lot
that recently was a department store
are ornaments, too, a kind of display,

grass, bushes, trees, adding life to that spot,
saying to the rubble: This far, no more.
The lesson for wreckage of Christmas day.







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Christmas And Trees #2: Cézanne Trees


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I didn’t buy myself any extravagant presents this year. No new guitar or synthesizer or camera or gadget of any kind.

I did a couple of pointless, indulgent things, though.

For instance, I’ve gone over to YouTube a lot and I’ve just wasted time watching a little video from 1988 of some old hippies doing a song from the late 60s.

If that isn’t indulgence I don’t know what is!


The video doesn’t embed, but if you click on the picture it links right to the YouTube page. That’s Paul Kantner and Grace Slick performing a short version of one of my favorite songs, “Wooden Ships.” Kantner wrote the song along with Dave Crosby and Stephen Stills. CSN&Y released a version back at the very end of the 60s, and Jefferson Airplane released a version. The Airplane version was the one I always loved, because it was such an amazing arrangement—a song with dialogue, with one of the voices being Grace Slick, the most incredible woman rock singer ever.

It’s a lost world now.

Kantner and Slick, together and individually, have written many of my favorite songs of all time. I’ve linked to Kantner before, when I did a post of myself playing “Have You Seen The Stars Tonight.” And I mentioned Grace Slick in the title of my post Egyptian Queen, Grace Slick, Beyond Apollo.


When I was a kid, nine or ten years old, these two were sort of my ideal people: The hippie guy, the hippie girl, great musicians, very cool, very passionate. (And, of course, it’s like Clapton and Boyd—even though nothing was what it looked like, it looked so cool that maybe the looks were more important than the reality. I don’t know. Those images are still ideals for me.)


These two have led eventful lives. At one point they were as famous as rock stars could be, and were sometimes described as the American ‘John & Yoko.’ They never were married to each other, but for a few years they were a couple and had a child together.

But then Grace Slick left Paul Kantner so she could marry one of the band’s roadies.

Of all the break-ups I know about, I can’t imagine how Kantner got through that one. Losing Grace Slick? To a roadie? I can’t believe Paul Kantner is still alive. I don’t believe I would have made it.

When Kantner brings Slick on stage for this little reunion clip, he introduces her by saying, “We’d like to have a guest singer join us here for just a brief moment. My ex-wife. The mother of my child. The devil incarnate.

And everybody laughs.























Friday, December 21, 2012

Like Snow Around Dark Letters Like Grass




“From the contents of the knapsack it was evident that this man had been an artist and poet in search of effects. There were scraps of verse. I do not profess to be a judge of such things, but they appeared to me to be singularly wanting in merit. There were also some rather commonplace pictures of river scenery, a paintbox, a box of coloured chalks, some brushes, that curved bone which lies upon my inkstand, a volume of Baxter’s Moths And Butterflies, a cheap revolver, and a few cartridges. Of personal equipment he either had none or he had lost it in his journey. Such were the total effects of this strange American Bohemian.”


from The Lost World
by Arthur Conan Doyle

quoted in The Endless Death Of Maple White




Earlier this week I visited a library—the one where I fell down running up the stairs.

Princess From Atlantis Without A Band-Aid

Earlier this week, as I was leaving I walked past their shelves of books for sale. My eyes picked out and noticed, somehow all by themselves, that one shelf held a copy of Michael Crichton’s “The Lost World” and, just a few books over, a copy of Arthur Conan Doyle’s “The Lost World.” So I put the two books together, hoping that maybe somebody would notice them and buy them as a set. I would have bought them myself but I already have a copy of the Crichton book and I only like parts of the Conan Doyle book.

But it occurred to me, too, that the Conan Doyle book is hard to find. That very library, for instance, didn’t own a copy for people to check out. So I considered pointing that out to the head librarian. I mean that maybe they might want to keep the Conan Doyle book themselves and put it into circulation. But I kept my mouth shut. These days nobody needs and nobody wants ideas from the hoi polloi.


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But seeing the Conan Doyle book reminded me, again, of my favorite part—I love the business with Professor Challenger finding a lost notebook that had belonged to an artist and figuring out that the artist had witnessed and drawn surviving dinosaurs.

If Maple White had used, for instance, a portable computer or a high-tech tablet, chances are when the device was lost in a swampy environment, even if someone found it, the humidity would have wrecked the device. And, even if the device worked, these days most electronic equipment needs to be “unlocked” in one way or another—a password of some kind.

Simple analog materials—pencil and paper, pen and paper, paints and supports—are much more, so to speak, “future-proof” than high technology.

I just ordered a copy of “Selections from Anna Magdalena's Notebook” from Amazon. Music that Bach wrote or collected for his wife. It can still, of course, be played today.

If Bach had given his wife a laptop or a tablet, chances are the devices wouldn’t be working a few centuries down the timeline. And, of course, even if they were still working, someone would have to know Anna Magdalena’s password.

Again, the simple analog material—music notation on paper—managed to standup to the centuries and remain useful.



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Last night we had the season’s first snow fall
that was thick enough to accumulate.

People have been seeing flakes now and then
but this is the first time the grass went white.

Probably when the Sun’s up tomorrow
this will melt and we’ll see the grass again.

It’s not like the grass is gone forever.

Although tomorrow the snow might be gone.

Moments before I took that photograph
I’d been on the internet looking at
pochade boxes from artist supply stores.

Those are travel kits so artists can paint
outside and keep their supplies organized.

If I ever went to Los Angeles
to paint that bridge Tony Scott jumped off of
a pochade box would help me make the trip.

Indoors here my supplies are organized
but when I noticed the snow on the grass
I grabbed my camera not a notebook.

I took a photograph of last night’s snow.

I didn’t make a drawing. Or paint it.

The ghost of Maple White just shakes his head.

If I saw a dinosaur I’m prepared
to get high definition video
and stereo sound of the encounter.

But technology changes. Formats change.

And adventures knock equipment around.

Paper notebooks and illustration boards
can survive. But photographs are easy,
and drawing or painting is a process
that makes you look away for a moment
from the object or scene in front of you
and you have to devote your attention
to the other thing, the thing you’re making.

That’s the whole point, of course, but photographs
are easy. You don’t have to look away.

It snowed last night and I took a picture.

The ghost of Maple White just shakes his head.

I’m thinking maybe I should paint the ghost
but Maple White just laughs and disappears.

If I had looked away I’d have missed it.

Last night it snowed and I made a ghost laugh.

And I wrote all this stuff. But what are words?


The paper is white
like snow around dark letters
like grass made of ink.







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Pochade Boxes
at Lines and Colors Blog


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Tools For A Bridge Over A Canal On Mars


All The Issues Of Perspective

Trivial Things As Doubleplusungood

Somewhere Between Chicago And Paris



























Thursday, December 20, 2012

One Full Moon Night In Montpelier Vermont





One night under a bright full Moon in Montpelier, Vermont, Ken Kitchell and his friend Paul Sutton were leaning against a lamp post and sipping coffee from the donut shop. Just when they waved and said “Good evening” to Steve Vespers walking past in the street, a werewolf leaped from a roof somewhere above them and pounced on Steve. The werewolf clawed at Steve’s chest and chewed at Steve’s throat and threw his body down onto the pavement. The werewolf crouched down to eat Steve right there, but looked up and saw Ken and Paul watching. The werewolf snarled at Ken and Paul, howled, then dragged Steve away, leaving a trail of blood in the street and disappearing around the corner.

Ken said, “Now there’s something you don’t see every day around these parts.”

Paul said, “No. No, you don’t see that a lot around here. Of course, it was right about that spot last week that old Ben Taylor beat up on his brother Charlie, wasn’t it?”

Ken nodded. “Yeah. Yeah, it was right about there. Of course, old Ben Taylor’s a man who gets drunk on vodka, isn’t he? That thing we saw just now wasn’t so much a man, was it? What we saw just now was more some kind of furry thing.”

Paul nodded. “Yeah. Yeah, that’s about it. Some kind of furry thing alright. Of course, these days with so many out-of-towners coming through, you never know what you’re going to see around here.”

Ken said, “You’ve got that right. Yeah. All these out-of-towners coming through. Of course, you can’t always blame the out-of-towners. Remember Saturday, week before last, Matilda Hapworth put on that miniskirt of hers and walked right past us there on her way to the library?”

Paul said, “Oh yeah. Yeah, I remember Matilda in her miniskirt alright. I almost spilled my coffee, didn’t I?”

Ken nodded. “You did. That’s right. You almost spilled your coffee. Oh yeah. Yeah. Talk about furry things.”






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Serious Thoughts With The Lights Off And On






















Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Song For A Dawn Chorus (And Breakfast)




A man
Standing at a window
Looking at the birds
Listening to them sing



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The man turned away from the window and looked at the woman.

He said, “Suppose you knew how the dinosaurs were going to come back. Would you tell anyone?”

She didn’t smile, but he saw her, for a moment, press her lips together to stop from smiling.

She asked, “Are the dinosaurs coming back?”

He did smile. Then he looked back at the birds for a second and then back at the woman.

“I thought they would come back, somehow, through the birds,” he said. “Remember that scientist doing genetic experiments with chickens?”

“Jack Horner?” the woman asked.

The man nodded. “I felt sure the dinosaurs would somehow come back through the birds.”

“But they won’t?” the woman asked, letting herself smile a little, too.

The man said, “Suppose you knew how the dinosaurs were going to come back. Would you tell anyone?”

The woman giggled.

She said, “Probably not. I think I might keep it to myself.”

The man laughed, too. He took the woman’s hand.

He said, “Come on. Let’s go get breakfast.”





A Loose End Addendum:

Back in January I did a post about my new calendar for this year.

Song Birds And Bird Songs And Songs

It was all birds. And I talked about how I was going to use birdsong related themes to start listening to more classical music. That idea both worked out and didn’t at the same time.

The first person I became interested in was Olivier Messiaen and—holy cow!—it was hard to read about anyone else once I started reading about him.

Songs A Husband Heard

A Process Of Passages

Just learning about Messiaen pretty much fulfilled my whole year of classical music listening.

So, anyway, I’m going to look around for another bird calendar for 2013 and keep that general idea alive, using birdsong themes for classical music. If I ever move on from Messiaen.

And just to wrap up this calendar topic, here is the December page of my current calendar. It’s a robin. Now around here robins are big and look nothing like this. But I’ve looked around the internet and there are robins that look like this. I didn’t look around for details, but I think I saw that European robins—at least, and maybe others—look exactly like this. Very, very pretty, but then I really like the color orange.





















Tuesday, December 18, 2012

The Angle Of Repose Of Department Store




“The angle of repose or, more precisely, the critical angle of repose, of a granular material is the steepest angle of descent or dip of the slope relative to the horizontal plane when material on the slope face is on the verge of sliding. This angle is in the range 0°–90°.”





That pile of rubble back behind the tree
used to be a department store and now
what’s left is a pile of department store
and a pile has an angle of repose.


My beautiful impossible math thing
can calculate the angle with three clicks.

I can do it right here. First I’ll zoom in
closer on the pile of department store.


My beautiful impossible math thing
takes that picture and makes a triangle.

Click on the image. It will get bigger.


Then it can measure the corner’s angle.

The department store angle of repose
comes to 38.7 degrees.

Back when that pile was a department store
I went inside—it had doors in it then—
and bought a movie about killer snakes.

In the movie a grumpy teenage girl
wasn’t worried when an old guy noticed
something in the water was killing fish.

Maggie didn’t care about the fish head.

But her transformational story arc
carried her through the killer snake movie
to a happy ending. The old guy died,
and her mom and dad and her dad’s mistress
and the sheriff her mom was in love with,
but Maggie realized everybody
was having a hard time not only her
so in the end she became less grumpy.

Now the transformational story arc
of the department store is wrapping up.

At least until someone makes a sequel.

Maybe something about an empty lot.

Maggie became a less grumpy Maggie.

The department store turned into a pile
with a 38.7 degree
angle of repose. These days I suppose
that’s a happy ending—piled up neatly
and somebody using a computer
to work out careful numbers about you.

Now the real fun’s the anticipation
guessing what will happen in the sequel.


























Monday, December 17, 2012

The Secret Laboratory Of Immutable Laughter




A troubled, tormented, and unstable Cézanne laboriously found his way and decided on his destiny between the ages of forty-five and fifty-five, ultimately settling in Provence in order to pursue his “studies” and accomplish his purpose. In a family situation that he saw as an obstacle to his art, choices were painful. His marriage to Hortense Fiquet, which also took place in 1886 (following a mysterious and short-lived affair with another woman), seems to have been a belated attempt to legitimize his relationship. His profound sense of self-doubt was exacerbated by failures he took deeply to heart. His solution to his problems—isolation—cut him off from the art world (which he often regretted) but also provided the secret laboratory in which his work would develop.

During this period, while Cézanne’s personal life was more chaotic than ever, his painting was moving inexorably toward permanence, immutability, and monumentality of form.


Bruno Ely
from the chapter “Gardanne,
Montbriand, and Bellevue”




Whenever I see a landscape image—
I mean one that’s not a Cézanne painting—
I think, “This would be more interesting
if it were a Cézanne landscape painting.”


When I see an image of a figure—
a figure not painted by Morisot—
I think, “I miss the implicit drama
Morisot would have found a way to paint.”


A mad scientist in a secret lab
working to depict Morisot’s drama
using Cézanne’s monumentality
laughs, I bet, more than most mad scientists.

























Friday, December 14, 2012

Random Thoughts On This Bonfire Around Us




Normally here at the blog I try to avoid focusing on breaking news, unless it is related to science or art in some way. Politics and pop culture are so disconnected from reality that, to my eyes, it is always hard to know what is really happening and how to reasonably react.

But this morning there was a horrible school shooting out east. Dozens of people—most of them children—were killed and the shooter, apparently, was a twenty year old young man, hardly more than a child himself.

This violence and chaos touches on many topics that I’ve followed for many years. I can’t really think of working today, of writing anything today.

So instead of creating anything, I’m going to just review part of what I regard as “background” to the terrible killings out east. Because I feel a couple of things that I’ve mentioned in passing here at the blog are elements of this kind of madness and chaos.

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I’m going to talk about two people. I’m going to mention one just quickly, and then dwell a little longer on the second person.

Both people I’m going to talk about today could be described as critics of pop culture.

Now most people we see in pop culture criticizing pop culture are clearly participants. People like, for instance, just to name one, Camille Paglia. She criticizes pop culture, but she’s not really criticizing culture itself, just various aspects of it that she doesn’t like.

And other people we see in pop culture criticizing pop culture are simply lunatic fringe types. Pop culture doesn’t mind showing critics who proclaim themselves, for instance, just to name two, Marxists or survivalists, or other such things because everyone knows these people in the modern West will never persuade large numbers of people to take them seriously. These people are, in a way, participants too, because they are like village idiots who make their viewpoints look ridiculous and they more or less accept that role and play along.


But every now and then a very qualified, knowledgeable and experienced person will make a very carefully reasoned outright attack on some very core element of pop culture.


And then what is pop culture to do?

The various people and power blocs which are decision-makers in the pop culture world cannot engage such people—after all, experienced and smart people who put forward carefully reasoned attacks usually think through what they say. Their attacks are usually substantiated and substantial. The only reasonable way to engage such attacks is by saying something like, “Yes, you are right, but—” And then offer some kind of context or elaboration which provides some acceptable justification for the substance behind the attack.

But when life-or-death issues are in play, and when central beliefs of pop culture are called into question, it is impossible to “justify” death and misery for the sake of some academic dogma or corporate practice.

So if pop culture cannot engage qualified, knowledgeable and experienced critics, how can it respond to them?

In my life I believe I’ve seen this situation occur twice. What happens is the “qualified, knowledgeable and experienced” person will be 1) Wildly misrepresented; and then 2) trivialized, marginalized and even demonized.

For instance, I will quickly mention Jerry Mander.

Jerry Mander was a very experienced and successful advertising executive who began to question modern media and pop culture which is so immersed in and dependent on modern media. Jerry Mander wrote an extraordinary book called, “Four Arguments For The Elimination Of Television.” Pop culture responded by focusing on one or two aspects of part of Mander’s technical issues with television as if they represented the whole of his critique, and by misrepresenting his arguments that way—as not fully documented and so-called “new age” thinking—his entire, very lengthy book could be dismissed. And now, apparently, Mander seems to have accepted something like social exile and simply writes about anti-capitalism. And who cares? Nobody.

Meanwhile all his arguments about television are not only still valid, but since computers have become little more than desktop television sets and telephones have become little more than portable television sets with near-microwave transmitters built-in, Mander’s arguments have become all the more terrifying.

That’s all I want to say at this point about Jerry Mander.

But I want to dwell a little longer on Frederic Wertham. I’m not going to dwell on many specifics here—this is a blog post, not an essay for a journal—so this is just going to be a conversational kind of personal summary. But I certainly recommend reading Wertham’s book “Seduction of the Innocent” directly.

Frederick Wertham was a psychiatrist, from the pioneering generation directly after Freud. In fact, young Wertham corresponded with Freud before coming to America. He spent time at Johns Hopkins, conducted independent research, and eventually became director of the psychiatric clinic at Bellevue. And much of his private and public work was spent helping children, especially the kids in the 40s and 50s who were typically labeled ‘delinquents’ and tossed away in reform schools or, later, penitentiaries.

He was as qualified, knowledgeable and experienced as a person could get.

In the course of his work, Wertham began to see trends in the way children were being treated—in culture in general by the entertainment media, in schools, by the police and by the courts.

Wertham eventually wrote a book called, “Seduction of the Innocent.”

This book, now, like Wertham himself, has been marginalized, trivialized and demonized.

The book and Wertham have been wildly misrepresented. Primarily the misrepresentation is along the lines of, “He said comic books make kids criminals.” Of course, Wertham never said anything of the kind. And, in fact, he explicitly said something quite different. His contention was that many aspects of pop culture attack a young person’s understanding of right and wrong, a young person’s understanding of good behavior and bad, and the grotesque images and stories in graphic magazines were first and foremost a symptom—not a cause!—of the troubled world being presented to young people, and, then, also, a contributing factor to the troubles.

Wertham’s beliefs grew out of his direct experience with young people. He didn’t form his beliefs academically around some dogma and then look for substantiation. Rather he talked to kids, persuaded them to show him their world, and then tried to understand their understanding of culture and real life based on the world adults put around them.

The attacks on Wertham were—and continue to be!—simply unbelievable. I wonder, now, if a person who hasn’t lived through this stuff and with this stuff can possibly get any kind of trustworthy emotional feel for the actual reality of Frederick Wertham because the hyperbole and attacks have been so continuous and so pervasive in the media.

My copy of “Seduction of the Innocent” was published in 1954.

The attacks continue to this day!

It leaves a person speechless. Books such as “Supergods” and “Marvel Comics: The Untold Story” to my eyes are little more than corporate communication department propaganda pamphlets and, meanwhile, everyone can look around the real world and see that the issues that troubled Wertham fifty years ago have continued and in fact have grown like, so to speak, monsters.

Obviously this is something I feel strongly about, I get emotional about and I’ve touched on these issues in many posts. For instance, Let’s Go To The Library And Scare Ourselves.

I don’t want to go on and on here because it is just sad. But I want to make one last point about how comprehensive the attacks on Wertham were and continue to be.

After Wertham wrote “Seduction of the Innocent” and the issues of graphic media violence became a national political issue, Wertham became, briefly, what we would now call something like an infamous media figure or something. And Wertham wrote a follow-up book to “Seduction of the Innocent.” So there he was, a national figure, bright in the media spotlight with a sequel to the book which had caused the media spotlight.

And no publisher would publish the book.

Wertham was as qualified as a professional could be. His writing was calm, well-reasoned, compassionate, and profoundly influential with the public at large.

And no publisher would publish his follow-up to “Seduction of the Innocent.”

I just want to end by pointing out that if we—anyone—looks at what has gone on in the world over the last few decades, isn’t it amazing that no publisher would publish a manuscript from a profoundly qualified psychiatrist concerned with violence and chaos that was engulfing young people in the modern world?


The title of Wertham’s manuscript, which still exists but is still unpublished, was to be, “The War On Children.”


I’m sorry to end the week with such a downbeat post. But to my eyes it seems like monsters are very, very real. And they are eating all of us, including our children.



























Thursday, December 13, 2012

Beethoven In The Camellia Rain




Sazanka tsuyu, "rainy season of the camellia flower." There is something about this rain that is different from other rain. Maybe it's its placid persistence. Maybe it's the way it shades the colors of fall, deep bark, glowing leaves, flowers still bloom in the roots of trees. Occasionally more than a patter, but rarely an unwelcoming downpour, late November and early December sparkle under gray skies.


Andrea Kleesattel
Sazanka Tsuyu
Land of Tomorrow Blog




We know what we are
but know not what we might be
even when it rains.

Camellia flowers
have their own rain in Japan
and now that I know

I’ll think of rain here
as Camellia rain too
this time of the year.

Even when it rains
there’s one rain and another.
We know what we are

even when it rains
but know not what we might be.
Rain falling on flowers.




It's great to hear a native speaker say these things and to remind me of when to pronounce numbers in different ways depending on their context (9 is "kyu," unless it's referring to 9 o'clock in which case it's "ku, " and numerous other situations often with 6 or 8 complicit), but I'm discovering that the real fun time in the lesson, at least for me, is when Kaneko-san trails off from the exercise enough that I can hand him my sakubun, my essay. It's during this point that we get to start a long exchange of near hits and misses of understanding.

Usually the essay just talks about something from my week, or weekend, or about my daily routine. This week I wrote about the concerts that we are playing and that I like Beethoven. And with this a discovery of something common in our blood. I'm not surprised that Kaneko-san likes Beethoven. Just as I'm coming to understand Japanese more and more each week, I'm coming to understand my dear teacher, and to have some set of expectations for his behavior. When he read that we were playing the 7th Symphony he found the word in the dictionary for "nature." "Ah," I said, "Roku ban," (the sixth). He looked at me a little confused. I hummed the pastoral opening of Beethoven's Sixth Symphony and his face lit up as he exploded with excitement. "Hai, hai!" he said. I feel the same way about that melody and getting to sing it in my Japanese lesson.

It feels so satisfying to get a little closer to someone.


Andrea Kleesattel
Kaneko-san and Beethoven
Land of Tomorrow Blog



























Wednesday, December 12, 2012

“Sudden Glimpses Of A Radiant World”




To most eyes the sign-manual of the impressionist is the blue shadow. And it must be admitted that too many impressionists have painted as if the blue shadow were the only distinguishing sign of the difference between the new and the old. The gallery-trotter, with eyes filled with dead and buried symbolisms of nature, comes upon Bunker's meadows, or Sinding's mountain-tops, or Larsson's sunsets, and exclaims, "Oh, see those dreadful pictures! Where did they get such colors."

To see these colors is a development. In my own case, I may confess, I got my first idea of colored shadows from reading one of Herbert Spencer's essays ten years ago. I then came to see blue and grape-color in the shadows on the snow. By turning my head top-side down, I came to see that shadows falling upon yellow sand were violet, and the shadows of vivid sunlight falling on the white of a macadamized street were blue, like the shadows on snows.

Being so instructed, I came to catch through the corners of my eyes sudden glimpses of a radiant world which vanished as magically as it came. On my horse I caught glimpses of this marvellous land of color as I galloped across some bridge. In this world stone-walls were no longer cold gray, they were warm purple, deepening as the sun westered. And so the landscape grew radiant year by year, until at last no painter's impression surpassed my world in beauty.


Hamlin Garland
excerpt from: Garland on Impressionism
taken from: Crumbling Idols
more at: The Hamlin Garland Society




In terms of images, much of my life has been spent taking and printing black and white photographs. It is still second nature for me to look at a scene and see the values—the lights, darks and gradations between. Even though I’ve made a lot of efforts to focus entirely on color in images, I still do not really trust my eyes to see color the way a person would see color if they hadn’t spent years, decades even, thinking in terms of black and white and grays.

When I look at Impressionist paintings I enjoy the colors as much as anyone, but I’ve always wondered about the technical thinking behind Impressionism. Blue shadows and purple shadows, as a topic, is still discussed in pop instruction manuals for would-be impressionist painters. But I’ve read, and heard, amateur painters say that they don’t see colored shadows, however they do paint colored shadows because that is what they’ve read or been taught in workshops.

When I look at shadows I see them as values of gray. Or the local color of whatever object the shadow falls on but almost completely de-saturated and turned to a dark gray version of itself.


But then I don’t trust my own eyes.


Technology these days makes this kind of issue trivial.

Even with the most elementary tools, reality, such as it is, can answer the question of shadow color very definitively.

That’s what I did late this afternoon.

When the Sun was in the west—but before everything had turned sunset orange—I took a picture of a scene with very clear shadows and a very blue sky. And the shadows were falling on a very neutral-colored base. I didn’t try to tell a story or make a great composition, I just wanted to get a clear sky and a good shadow in the same image.

Here’s what I got. Notice I put two red circles on the image near the middle of the clear sky and toward the bottom in a shadow. (The bottom circle is on the chunk of concrete next to the dark shadow of the wall. There are little labels “A” and “B” next to the circles but I made the labels too small. And this is reduced in resolution for the blog, and the contrast is enhanced. But for my color tests I used the high-res, raw image. If you click on the picture it will get bigger.)


In Microsoft Paint, I simply used the magic eyedropper to sample the color from the sky inside the top circle and from the shadow on the concrete inside the bottom circle.

The results surprised me. But they wouldn’t surprise an experienced Impressionist.

Here is the result for the sky color:


It is clearly blue. It is bright, saturated and has a green bias, absolutely typical of the classic paint color cerulean blue that is often used to paint a sky.

Here is the result for the shadow color:


It is clearly blue, too! It is sampled from reasonably neutral concrete and it is almost exactly the same hue as the sky! It really couldn’t be more definitive. The differences, of course, are that the shadow color is less luminous, that is darker, and less saturated, that is less intense.


Isn’t that a cool little test?


The color of the illumination—blue skylight—became the local color of the shadowed object. It is very low in saturation and I believe it takes practice to “see” desaturated colors. But clearly the color is there to be seen.

And over a hundred years ago Hamlin Garland, in his passionate and enthusiastic way, captured the actual reality of the situation. The world is radiant around us and once we realize it, the world is something like real magic.

I’m going to end with that part of his quote again because it is so cool. Instructed, by art, if we pay attention and learn, art teaches us that the real world around us is infinitely more beautiful than anything any artist could capture.


Being so instructed, I came to catch through the corners of my eyes sudden glimpses of a radiant world which vanished as magically as it came. On my horse I caught glimpses of this marvellous land of color as I galloped across some bridge. In this world stone-walls were no longer cold gray, they were warm purple, deepening as the sun westered. And so the landscape grew radiant year by year, until at last no painter's impression surpassed my world in beauty.

























Tuesday, December 11, 2012

Pictures As A Place Where Distance Goes




Susan sat at the piano playing
and the music she played took her away







“You’ve had quite a trip. Three hundred and thirty-three thousand light years—is that right?”

“Oh, no, just half that.”

“I meant the round trip.”

“Oh. But we didn’t come back the same way.”

“Eh?”

“I don’t know how to put it, but in these ships, if you make a jump, any jump, the short way back is the long way ’round. You go straight ahead until you’re back where you started. Well, not ‘straight’ since space is curved—but straight as can be. That returns everything to zero.”

“A cosmic great-circle?”

“That’s the idea. All the way around in a straight line.”

“Mmm—” He frowned thoughtfully. “Kip, how far is it, around the Universe? The red-shift limit?”

I hesitated. “Dad, I asked—but the answer didn’t mean anything.” (The Mother Thing had said, “How can there be ‘distance’ where there is nothing?”) “It’s not a distance; it’s more of a condition. I didn’t travel it; I just went. You don’t go through, you slide past.”

Dad looked pensive. “I should know not to ask a mathematical question in words.”






How can there be distance where there is nothing?

Beth kept a stuffed swordfish on her office wall.

Beth was petite and I always suspected
that the fish was a little longer than her—
I mean if she had gotten horizontal
and if you counted the fish’s sword and tail.

Below the fish on the wall was a photo
of Beth strapped to a chair in a fishing boat,
holding her rod and reel, while two of the crew
held the fish fresh from the ocean above her.

How can there be distance where there is nothing?

We spent a lot of time talking about books
and in those days I almost always carried
a camera. I never took her picture.

I wrote a poem once about the book ‘Pinball.’

That was the first book we ever talked about.

Sometimes when I play music at a keyboard
when the music sounds right and the keys feel right
I suspect if I were a little better
I mean better at thinking about music
I could play something that would take me someplace
and the music could somehow reach out to Beth
wherever she would be at that same moment
and take her somehow to the same someplace, too.

I think she’d laugh and say, “Put me back, or else
I will stuff you and hang you up on my wall.”

Of course I would put her back, but I think, too,
she’d look around and ask, “How did you do that?”

How can there be distance where there is nothing?

I’d start explaining about metafiction
as lyrics coupled to a jazz melody
but she’d just laugh again and say, “I should know
not to ask a musical question in words.”

How can there be distance where there is nothing?

I’m glad I never took a picture of Beth.

Pictures are something. Then there can be distance.





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Beth Plays Pinball

Pluto In Magic And Alchemy























Monday, December 10, 2012

The Metronome As A Place To Switch Off




Over the weekend I said to somebody, “I can’t believe this weather. I’m wearing two shirts, two jackets and a scarf and I’m still shivering.”

She just laughed and said, “You need to move someplace warm, buddy.”




She called me “buddy.” And so—it’s cause-and-effect, for me—I’ve been thinking a lot about the most famous ‘Buddy’ I know, which would be ‘Buddy Glass’ and which would be J. D. Salinger.


Web Gallagher "Buddy" Glass (born 1919): The protagonist in Raise High the Roof Beam, Carpenters and Seymour: An Introduction. It is revealed in the latter that he wrote at least two stories collected in Nine Stories: "A Perfect Day for Bananafish" and "Teddy." It is also suggested in Seymour that he wrote The Catcher in the Rye. Buddy is often considered to be Salinger's alter ego. He lives in upstate New York and teaches English at a rural women's college. He also volunteers his time to instruct some of the faculty of his college in Mahayana Buddhism. Buddy and Seymour were only two years apart, spent most of their youths living together, and were very close before Seymour's suicide in 1948. Buddy narrates most of the Glass stories.


Glass Family
at Wikipedia


Pumpkin Are Free

No Zen Here

And Salinger has been in the news lately because many US schools will be dropping “Catcher In The Rye” from their reading programs.


I do need to move someplace, but “someplace warm” is only part of what I’m looking for.

Escape From Earth And The Status Cow

A Long Walk



*



I wrote a little song late Sunday night—
I’m thinking of doing a puppet show—
but instead of enjoying the music
I enjoyed time with my technology,
first trying out the song in four-four time
and then playing the same thing in waltz time,
trying to decide which one I liked best.

In the end I switched off the metronome
and just recorded it playing freely
without imposing a time signature,
without imposing even a rhythm,
three phrases fitting themselves together.

Monday morning somehow all by themselves
overnight when I wasn’t even up
in my head the phrases re-worked themselves
into a simple four-four arrangement
that I recorded at my workstation
before I even put on my glasses.

Los Angeles might be the next best thing
to Hyperborea or Atlantis.

But I still haven’t given up all hope
of finding a way to those real places.






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Impossible Places: Guitars And Flutes

Real Estate Gothic

Dinosaur By Moonlight: A Puppet Show

The Occult Technology Of Lost Songs





















Friday, December 07, 2012

The Root Landscape Of Impressionism




Alfred Sisley, the least successful of the major artists associated with Impressionism, has been very little studied. He died in relative poverty and obscurity in 1899; his friends Claude Monet, Auguste Renoir, and Camille Pissarro had all become relatively wealthy and famous. Yet, of all the Impressionist landscape painters, Sisley was the most continuously faithful to the tenets of the movement. While Pissarro shifted style frequently and Monet, Paul Cezanne, and Renoir developed modes of painting almost totally at odds with the informally structured, suburban landscape aesthetic of the 1870s, Sisley persisted in his attempts to refine and extend that style in isolation. Unlike his colleagues who painted in England, Italy, and throughout much of France, he rarely left the root landscape of Impressionism, the Ile de France. In fact, [Street in Moret and others] were made in the ancient walled town of Moret-sur-Loing, where Sisley spent the last nineteen years of his life.


A quality of nostalgia suffuses Sisley’s late paintings, done after Impressionism had been superseded by other avant-garde movements. No modern forms invade his landscapes—there are no trains, factories, or machines. Gone, too, are the suburban strollers and boaters of the 1870s. They have been replaced by what Sisley and others must have hoped would be an enduring past, a world of ordinary small-town life without the distractions and moral ambiguities of Paris. Sisley’s art after 1886 is in every sense “late” Impressionism—impressions of a rapidly vanishing world.


Richard Brettell
from French Impressionists



When Alfred Sisley was a young painter
he created Impressionist landscapes
that had little touches that were his own.
He used little angles others did not.
He put his images in perspective
when his friends avoided that kind of thing.

And when his friends moved on to other things—
and when his world moved on to other things—
even as an old man he continued
to use little angles others did not.

And he continued to paint his own world,
not the new world being built around him.

I know a book that is one of a kind.

I’ve read a lot of books but I can’t name
another book that is quite like this book.

A woman painter went to the Balkans
and painted the ruins from the Balkan wars.


She wasn’t harassed. People rebuilding
or trying to sometimes stopped to watch her.
Photographers from magazines sometimes
took her photo while she painted pictures.

One painter working in a ruined landscape.

The phrase “Ile de France” means Island of France.
It means the area around Paris.
All the Impressionists, when they started,
created images of that landscape.

The root landscape of Impressionism.

If someone can, I think it’s good to be
continuously faithful to something.




























Thursday, December 06, 2012

Random Thoughts On Not Being Eaten




As a child, I would ask [my father] why he committed so much of his time to the study of martial arts—and why I had to learn. He looked at me and said, “Because I hate violence. I hate it so much and what it can do to innocent people. That’s why I try to learn many answers to how to combat it so people have a chance to survive and live. That is why I want you to learn—because I know I cannot always be there to protect you, so you must learn to protect yourself. All people must learn to protect themselves. This is what drives me to keep learning.”


Diana Inosanto
quoted in Black Belt Magazine
1/13 print edition

Dan Inosanto
at Wikipedia



Last Friday was magazine day for me.

There’s a neighborhood magazine store a couple of miles from here (I mentioned it in Where I Torment, Torture And Traumatize A Teen) and the last Friday of every month they get in their new issues. Ever since I did my post Scraps For Alison With Love And Squalor last year I’ve been cutting back on magazines because I was buying way too many, spending way too much money. Now every month I just buy two, Sky & Telescope and American Cinematographer. Then if there’s something special in another magazine I’ll pick it up, too. This month I also picked up Black Belt because it had an article on Dan Inosanto.

The article was just run-of-the-mill, but I really liked that quote from his daughter. Some people might think that the world of martial arts attracts men and women who enjoy violence or have some kind of fascination with violence. Ridiculous action movies kind of promote that view. But I’ve been very lucky to have met one or two very, very good martial artists and, without exception, the people I’ve met who have achieved extraordinary skill levels all have had an attitude in one way or another similar to Dan Inosanto’s as expressed by his daughter—the notion of a kind of hatred of violence and a desire to defeat it, not a desire to embrace it.

It’s a big difference.

And I think there’s some kind of deeper meaning to the fact that contemporary pop culture and contemporary entertainment almost always embrace violence. And even when contemporary culture presents violence as bad, it is almost always confronted by more violence, violence that’s just more excessive, or somehow magically insurmountable.

That way madness lies. But it seems to be the direction the modern world is heading in.


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Monster are so smart.
I mean the real-life monsters.
They’re smart and hungry

and I’ve come to think
they’re something like creative.
Driven by hunger

they’re not creative
but they can pretend to be
because they’re so smart.

Because they’re hungry,
I mean the real-life monsters,
they can make you think

instead of fighting
you’d rather have them eat you.
Monsters are so smart.





























Wednesday, December 05, 2012

Lines Of Force Surrounding Joan Cusack




... When Oliver refuses to call off the bomb, Faraday has to stop it before it's too late.

Faraday forces his car into a secure parking garage of a federal building, only to discover that he has followed the wrong van into the parking garage. Attempting to calm Faraday, Whit informs him that he is the only person not cleared to be in the garage. Realizing his mistake too late, Faraday rushes to the trunk of his rental car, opening it to reveal a hidden bomb just seconds before it explodes, killing Faraday, Whit, and 182 others. Posthumously, he is vilified as a terrorist seeking revenge for his wife's death. The Langs get away, and Grant, now orphaned, ends up living with relatives, not knowing of his father's innocence. After the Langs decide to move out of the neighborhood, Cheryl suggests that they should go "someplace nice, someplace safe."


Arlington Road
at Wikipedia



The tag-line for the film “Arlington Road”
is Fear Thy Neighbor. At the trick ending
when the troubled academic works out
what’s going on, the man runs to his car
and the camera zooms in on the car
and the whole impact of the trick ending
was lost on me because I only saw
the make and model of the rental car
because it was the same make and model
as a car owned by somebody I feared.

And I wondered why the movie’s “hero,”
who does nothing at all to save the day,
was named after one of my favorite
scientists who really was a great man.

It was a bad movie although I like
Joan Cusack and she was raised around here.

So there’s the car and “Michael Faraday”
and Joan Cusack grew up in Evanston
and the story of the film is about
a troubled academic working out
that someone he knows who seems pretty cool
in fact might be pretty bad with a plan
the troubled academic won’t survive.

It’s a bad film built on a trick ending
but it made a big impression on me
just because of its associations.

But I’m not of course an academic.

The rest was all close enough to scare me
because I do see myself as “troubled”
although more in a slapstick kind of way.

I have no idea what it all means
but I remembered all this stuff today
because I saw a small car, deep-sea blue,
that was the same make, model and color
as a car owned by somebody I liked,
and that made me think of the other car,
the car that was the same make and model
as the rental car in the trick ending
of “Arlington Road.” And I realized
the make and model of that car has slipped
out of my memory although I spent
a lot of time being afraid of it.

Having forgotten the make and model
of that car makes me smile and I’ll never
watch “Arlington Road” again. It’s been fun
thinking about the associations
but I’d rather keep them academic
so they can never blow up in my face.

























Tuesday, December 04, 2012

New Socks In The Overall Scheme Of Things






My new socks arrived today.

Six patterns, two pairs of each.

The Mayan apocalypse
is December twenty-first,
only a few weeks away.

I don’t think the world will end
or global culture will fall.

I just think winter will start.

But I always feel better
when I’m wearing argyle socks
so if the Mayans were right
and this world passes away
and our spiritual self
migrates to another plane
where we don’t need shoes and socks
I will be in a good mood
for the transfiguration
and that might count for something.

If it’s just winter starting
my toes won’t be sticking out
and that counts for something, too.

Now I’m ready, come what may.

My new socks arrived today.

























Monday, December 03, 2012

The Sugary Metaphysics Of Lost And Escape




Late Sunday afternoon here around Chicago we had what people I know call a “creamsicle sunset.”

(I don’t know if they still have Creamsicles or if everyone knows what they are. If not: What is a Creamsicle?)

Not only did the sunset look like a sugary snack, but I noticed that the orange sunset light and purple shadowed clouds to my eyes looked very similar to the hues in the Dunkin’ Donuts logo.

I thought it was interesting enough to grab a picture, but I just zoomed in a little, I didn’t think it was interesting enough to stop what I was doing and walk over a couple of blocks to get as close to the sign as I should have for a good view of the letter colors.

But it was a pretty sunset.


“Isn’t the sunset pretty?” she said.

I looked over. “It is very pretty,” I said.

The colors grabbed my attention.

“Oh no,” she said. “Now you’re thinking about something, aren’t you? What are you thinking about? I bet it’s something about dinosaurs, isn’t it?”

I said, “No. I was just thinking about those colors. Those shades of orange and purple. They look sort of like the exact same colors as in the Dunkin’ Donuts logo letters.”

She made a face, and said, “I do not want to hear anything more about Dunkin’ Donuts. We don’t even eat there. Why the hell are you always talking about them?”

I thought about that and I looked at her face, shadowed, but in a plain shadow not a purple shadow like the clouds in the background. I looked at her, and behind her I could see the Dunkin’ Donuts sign. For a moment I couldn’t stop looking from one to the other, but at the same time I couldn’t think of anything to say.

So I simply said, “I don’t know.” Then, to say something, I simply read the bottom part of the sign, and said, “America runs on Dunkin’.”

“Well, I sure don’t,” she said. She grabbed my arm and pulled me along, away from the scene, and away from the sign and the sunset that looked so much like the sign.


So now I can’t stop thinking about why I think so much about Dunkin’ Donuts.

Somebody had scattered sugar packets from Dunkin’ Donuts all over the lawns where we were walking. The packets were white, with orange and purple letters on them saying Dunkin’ Donuts.

I was going to say the sugar packets were very colorful and looked like little flowers in the grass, but I kept that thought to myself.

Now I really can’t stop thinking about why I think so much about Dunkin’ Donuts.


Like supervillains
sugar and advertising
laugh then laugh louder.






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Beautiful Queen Of All The World’s Gadgets

Three Clouds Overhead Started Shouting At Me


Merica Uns On Unkin

“The Librarian And The Painter”


The Donut Shop Parking Lot Is Not Enough

“A bra running from donut sex teaches
the metaphysics of lost and escape.”